.Sunday, January 14, 2007 ' 12:07 AM Y
as much as i m trying my best, i jus cant helped it... tis realli matters to me... it is so precious to me dat i jus wanna cling on to it forever... argh!!! the feeling is so ........... i dunno how to say...
and i screwed up at work yesterday... the scared feeling i had... i din noe who to turn to... first time, i tink i had no one to cling on to support for... so scared and sad dat i burst into tears the moment i m out of office... i noe i haf God... but i need a physical being... someone physically dere for me when i need u... the kind of support dat i m so yearning for =(