.Monday, August 22, 2005 ' 12:52 PM Y
ok... i m so sian... i dunno why... sian about life... sian about the way my life has to revolved around school, tutorials and more tutorials... it will be ok if i KNOW how to do them... but the problem is i dun seem to understand COMPLETELY all the modules dat i m taking... its only the beginning of sem 2... and i got such a feeling... its bad bad bad!!!tis was wad i learn yesterday when i went to church from Pastor Sy Rogers... title of the message was: Wad Is Love???1) Love is acceptance.2) Love is accountability.3) Love is affirmation.well, from tis, i jus wanna say something... it has been a secret in me since i was in sec 1... a secret dat few of my frens noe... even among my gfs, only two of them noe... its stupid of me not to wan to tell anyone... but i din wanna tell anyone cos i fear dat if they noe, they will reject me... and oso, i din noe how to tell them... but i m tired of hiding it le... and oso, i realise if they love me, they will accept me for who i m... since LOVE IS ACCEPTANCE... yah... and the secret is i m living in a single-parent family... and dat is i m only leaving wif my mum... my parents are no longer together due to some problems la... but thank God i still haf loving parents to me...so peeps, whoever is reading tis, u all shld noe by now y izzit dat its always only my mum at home... and i seldom mention my dad ba...
