.Wednesday, December 08, 2004 ' 3:30 PM Y
Hehe... Jus came back from a talking session wif Eileen at coffeebean... Jus like wad we used to do in the past... Went to look for her at her workplace in Raffles Place... But ended up I was late and she had to wait for me before we come back to Tampines together... Despite the fact I was late, she bought me a BIG cookie from Famous Amos... One wif eyes and nose... So cute... Haha... Dun bear to eat it sia... So sweet of her... Hehe... Actualli wanna talk to her next Saturday when we go to the pub... But so many things r jus in my heart dat I cannot wait till next Saturday... Hafta tell her soon... If not I think I will keep it in my heart till my heart burst ah... Had a good talk wif her... Told her so many of the confusion in me... She had some good advice for me... BUT, the decision is always up to me... I guess all I can do now is to let time slowly show me wad I wan... Glad to see how she is living her life now... Finally she has let go of dat idiot and she can tell me she is happy wif her life wif no him in her... Suprisingly, I can feel the happiness in her when she tells me how she manage to piss him off in her sms to him... Haha... Seems dat she is really letting go and taking it well...
Girls are realli wierd creatures... Sometimes, they noe wad they r holding on will come to no end... But they jus wanna hold on to dat little thing call HOPE (perhaps tis hope is one sided ba)... They will owaes be willing to sacrifice... Innocent pple like us will tink dat as long as u put in ur best effort, things will always turn out well... But as we can see, things r not owaes like dat... BUT, we r owaes known as FOOLISH, SILLY and even STUPID!!! Haha...
Dear God,
Give me the strength to live each day as You wan me to... Guide me thru Your paths... And show me Your ways... I will neva let go of You as I noe You will not let go of me... You are always by my side... Standing beside me... Giving me Your hand when I need You... Lifting me up in times of troubles and tribulations... For in Your word You said dat, "Wif man it is impossible... But wif God, all things are possible..." You are the almighty God... God, strengthen me!!! Amen...
