.Friday, November 12, 2004 ' 5:46 PM Y
Listening to the worship cd dat Andy burn for me... Feelings jus start coming back to me... Memories start flowing back... I still remembered the first time when I went to church wif Clarence... Back den, church was still in Paya Lebah... My every Sunday attire to church was a t-shirt and baggy jeans... But back den was when my new life began... Slowly, my life begin to change for the beta after i got to noe HIM... HE transform my life and gave me my purpose and destiny... Still remember when I was about to rise up when I suddenly fall due to some reasons... And slowly, I withdraw myself away from HIM... Now I m so far back dat HE cannot see me anymore... I m so disappointed wif myself... I was already a key helper to Sis Felicia... Attended leaders' meeting wif her and my best fren Sis Jo... Was about to rise up... When I suddenly fall after my A levels... And when I begin work, I became tired... Wad I wanted back den was to haf some rest after my tiring work life... I din wan the stress dat was injected on me constantly... And now, I m so utterly tired and lost in my own life... I miss YOU... I miss YOUR presence... I miss YOUR touch... I miss YOUR voice... I miss the feeling I used to haf... How I wish dat I can go back to YOU again... I noe i disappoint YOU!!! I jus dunno how to face YOU!!! I regret wad I haf done!!! Are YOU still dere???
