.Tuesday, October 12, 2004 ' 1:59 PM Y
YES!!! I DID IT!!!! I finally deleted all his messages on my handphone on Saturday, while I was in church. Suddenly, after worship, I had a conviction to delete all his messages dat he send me all this while. And man, I did it. All the hopes, all the promises, are now gone forever. And now, I am really happy bout it. Though I still miss him a little bit, but I believe time will make me forget everything. Eileen ask me why i deleted it. All I told her was dat,"If u really wanna forget a person, u shouldn't keep anything dat will remind u of dat person. True enough we can still be frens, but when we r frens, we dun remember and dun place so much importance over the promises they make."I still wanna be his fren. And i hope he will be mine one day. I m still looking forward to tis day.
I m happy and satisfied with my current life. Though studies r stress, but I m glad I still haf so many caring frens around me. I enjoy my life now. But.... his appearance has made me confused. I dunno if it is me or izzit true??? I sense something coming my way. Izzit jus towards me and not towards him oso??? I m lost in this complicated thing. LOST!?!?!?!?!