.Tuesday, October 19, 2004 ' 1:22 PM Y
There is a longing in my heart... To find someone who really loves me and i love... So dat we can be happily together... Someone whom i noe will always be dere for me... Someone whom i can look for when i need encouragement... Someone who can cheer me up when i m sad... Someone who will be beside me and walk wif me forever... Whenever i look at my frens who have loving relationship around me, i tend to admire them... Pple like shirley and LL... Relationship growing strong and steady... But when i look at MY own PAST relationship, i get scared... Its all like tis... When u start to put ur heart in to a relationship, it always backfires... Jus like my very last one... All the lies and empty promises haf hurt me greatly... Till now, i m still having tis fear in me... Though i m no longer tinking bout him anymore, but the HURTS will always be dere... I still feel sad when i tink back bout the past... Sis Felicia told me tis: When God takes away something from u, He will give u something beta... I m still looking for tis someone who can take all tis hurts away from me and make me happy like i used to be... And i tink he is here...
