.Tuesday, September 07, 2004 ' 2:30 PM Y
Jus wrote my blog yesterday... But decided to write it again today... Cos i receive a good news today from Eileen... Really feel very happy for her... Cos she got wad she wan... After waiting so long... Her holding on of the little "hope" really paid off... And I m glad dat she is living a happy life again...
But it really makes me wonder sometimes if God is fair... Perhaps He is, but LOVE is not... I oso wanna hold on to dat little thing call "HOPE"... But i noe nothing will be paid off... Hai... Living in self-denial is wad i m now... I hope i can do it one day, to delete all the messages... And i pray dat tis day will come soon... He was actually an anticipation... But now he has become a disappointment...
A little prayer......
Dear God,
"Pls take me out of this misery... All I need is You... Nothing on tis earth can be compared to You..."